Showing posts with label Lovecraft. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lovecraft. Show all posts

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Relevance

If high school was absolutely irrelevant to my life, college is proving to be the opposite. Every day I'm here I learn something about myself or draw connections between different classes, worlds, or disciplines. Anthropology is the best major for someone of a philosophical, musing nature: it allows for the discovery and analysis of relationships between everything. And (in your face, American education-system structure) all of these connections came from the classes I chose, in the fields I like, not the stupid "General Education requirements" you make me take.

So there. Nyah. (This sound comes with the image of me sneering at the pompous bureaucratic asshat wearing a "Hello-My-Name-Is-American-Education-System" sticker.)

As Michelangelo said "I am still learning." This is so, so painfully true. Every day I learn something, be it helpful, sad, unflattering, or bizarre. Today I found my job description in a book of American horror stories by H. P. Lovecraft, whom I'd never heard of before taking my Popular Genres literature class. Here it is:

"The imaginative writer devotes himself to art in its most essential sense...He is a painter of moods and mind-pictures - a capturer and amplifier of elusive dreams and fancies - a voyager into those unheard-of lands which are glimpsed through the veil of actuality but rarely, and only by the most sensitive..."

Ah, Lovecraft. Once again, my sister proves her often spot-on taste in literature by telling he was "good." (It's impossible to be narrow-minded when she's pestering me to watch Doctor Who, read Harry Potter, and discuss Twilight. I have been forced to vacate every uninformed stance I've ever held against popular culture because of her.) I don't read horror. I don't like to be scared because, quite frankly, I can do that all by myself. But Lovecraft is a person I wish I could have known; his meticulous use of language and the joy he takes in writing is similar to my own (see yesterday's post "Linguistical Logistics").

I love to learn, maybe because my imagination is so diverse and expansive. You could put me in isolation and, once I got used to having no internet and no treadmill, I'd be content to while away my hours with my own thoughts and my own worlds. I love to think, and what is learning but stretching your mental muscles? I can't imagine (ha) anything more relevant than that.

Irreverently,
WolfGrrl